long time no see

i felt sad, then i laughed, then i felt sad again and then i laughed again, am i crazy?

the phrase every creature on earth is created in pair really amused me today..is that is for real, how will we ever know?

awin mention about my tudung today, he asked why i'm not wearing tudung labuh, to my amazement, he thinks it is lawa to wear tudung labuh :)..i thought tudung labuh is only associated with being alim only..

but i guess not for this guy..

i wanted to wear tudung labuh and jubah one day, relly want to, but when tu la is the question :)

i will keep that niat in my heart, always. even though i can never understand why ...

heheh..hope i'll marry a soleh guy :)

good news, there is somebody out there who scored as bad as i did, ..heheh lucky me, this is big world!..

erkk..more confusing stuff came out : shazlan broke with her gf with one simple resolution : as long as he know somebody cares, then he will be fine

:(..what happen to me? :(
is there somebody who actually care about me?

heh

guess not :(

i scored badly on physics and math..

erkk..today is even worse, i did not get ebough sleep last night. and i did finish my studies either :(..
how is it going to work out through out the semster?

i haven't finish understanding Physics on chapter 25, math , i missed 2 section's hw and as for AEM, my hw is due tomorrow, and i have 2 more questions more to go..is this good enough or bad?

the result for last week exam is coming out today, and in the discussion today, we talk about the math exam answers :0 dissappointing out of 3 q's disscussed, i already got a lot of mistakes :(..

how am i going to get 4 flat is this continues,

never mind, let by gone be bygone...work hard from now Ed!

heheh.. now i had found the life that i lost since i got here. i'm back on meetings, talking and giving ideas to club and people :)

glad to be home finally :)

erkk..next week my week will be full of speaking to classes about my country, that kind of interesting isn;t it. i got to meet people and introduces myself

today is not going very well i gues. i haven't done much of my hw for last week and this week. i got aem exam this coming wednesday.

hheheheh...shazlan broke with aida becos she asked him to do so :(..i feel bad, is it becos of me ? he's my best friend ..i feel bad ...really2 do..

sometimes i hope that we should not have met in teh fisrt place ..if not, things would not go this way...

mlm nei azlina is supposed to call me, it can't be long though, i need to study!!

help!..need more time and more energy and less sleep derives!...

just got back from studnt body meeting

hate to be elected as one of the officers. :(

anyway, the meeting turn out to be okay: seems that my expectation is not that right ;(
somehow they managed to come out with some ideas for the club. or at least for the sake of teh org dlm club :) some of my native tongue came out :)


yesterday, zaza looked quiet angry with me : i dunno why, was it something that i say or something that i did? ntah la..tak sure sgt...

called lina yesterday :) seronok, she made my day la.. we talk about the class she is currently taking :) network arichitecture :) sound like cool and i'm planning to take the same thing :) hehehhe minor in IT kind of cool!>...