Confusing Stage

2001-07-24T15:28:00.000-05:00

errr...if you wanna new updates about me, click on the new version, click here i was a fool when i edited this page's HTML coding given by the blogger.com. then i realized,i have to start all over again because i lost my own understanding of my edition. the new url is better enchance plus some introduction you won't get here. go to here

2001-07-16T12:03:00.000-05:00

tanpa border

2001-06-29T10:33:00.000-05:00

muka baru

2001-05-30T09:10:00.000-05:00

amsterdam semalam belgium the week before rumah cik daun www.cikdaun.sites.cc dia tgh buat report tuh jangan kacau dia *sekejap lagi kene kejar bas kat holland international signboard* rumah cik daun meriah masa sampai kat portsmouth kak noer amik ( betul tak eja? ) especially kak Ina ( special tribute sbb dia mintak ed jadik adik ipar dia) adik dia study kat Kent england handsome

2001-05-23T16:11:00.000-05:00

from UK with love: imperfection is beauty to die is to reach imperfection org london tak pakai seluar koyak neither does of portsmouth london remind me of malaysia sama jer takder la beza ngan malaysia hmmm

2001-05-12T16:37:00.000-05:00

assalamulaikum wbh greetings sapiens! saya akan meninggalkan dunia internet utk bercuti mulai mei 16 sehingga jun 8..sekiranya anda menghantar sebarang surat elecktronik, di harap anda tidak akan menunggu balasan lebih awal dari tarikh yg disebutkan. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- i am leaving for my vacation from this tuesday, may 16

2001-05-10T21:00:00.000-05:00

tuh jenel semalam(if life success is measured by how many A's you got)(i would end up being a golf course caretaker)(by the time i graduated form college)if life success is measured by how many A's you gotbill gates would not be microsoft CEOand einstein would not have gotten a nobel prizeand bush would have not been elected as the US presidentif life success is measured by how many F's you

2001-05-10T20:39:00.000-05:00

masa-masa begini lagi seronok kalau org yg kita sayang ada di sisi ada teman nak berbual meluahkan fikiran sbb masa-masa begini all we need is one good companion that we enjoy masa-masa begini barulah terasa menyesal errr..better not use prefer in the past to open up and get access ( in another simplified word * .... *) yealah *no one wants to be lonely, nobody wants to cry* hehehhehehh masa-masa

2001-05-08T14:20:00.000-05:00

woke at 6 ( awal kan? )found that my throat is swollenand it was hard to swallow my saliva(gulp )drink watermore and more waterand my hearbeat was like racingthen went to sleepsuddenly felt so hottand remove the comforterand still hotwoke upand feel like want my mommy herei caught a cold!!!isk isk iskwant my momhere and now!!*suffering from swollen throatunstable mindand still hard to swallow

2001-05-07T17:35:00.000-05:00

diary = where imaginative life != real lifeblog = where realf life HAS to be = real life ( plus some additives to make it flavourish)the Differential Equations and Linear Algebra SUCKSSSS!big timeall the calculations was tediuos and LONGat least 2 pages per questionsand 3 pages for one questionsheck, it was worst than Midterm 3 which we can take home last timewelldone is doneone more finalsC++

2001-05-06T16:28:00.000-05:00

blues? no blues, greens and reds and yellowss..and sea breeze and moutain dew and twinkling starsplus hot chocolate and cheezels, yum yumSTOPPno wayat least not this weekexam, 2 papersthen move out to the new apartmentthen shoppbuy some stuff( should i or should i not buy a new back pack? my zipp is broken )then sleepppppthen off to airportchicagomontrealgatewicklina went to a leadership campso

2001-05-05T15:39:00.000-05:00

sad an upset still i amthe blues from about 5 years ago is backaccountability is checkedand the resultis not something pleasingi am totally giving up (again, sigh! )why does some people get the privilege from life?and why does some people have to suffer from minor things?and why do we keep judging people?why?history background----------------------------------------1996 - PMR ( memory ekk? )

2001-05-04T13:15:00.000-05:00

slept at 5 am last nitetuh la, procastinate banyak2 lagipadan mukalike or noti forced myself to wake up before ten amto catch my DE last classmy lips is bleedingit hurts when i brushed my teeth this morningit has been really dry latelyissues in my mind*internship**medal**ceremony from MIC**summer travel*seluar maroon yg terlalu panajng beli kat DCwhere is it? i wonder

2001-05-03T16:46:00.000-05:00

he did cookheee ( me smiling from ear to ea )seronok dapat dera org..reza is herei never mention anything abut himjust that if one day i wanna know who else is herebesides my best friendit would be rezaanything else?nonewaiting for meeting of PERSISMA at 6of maybe yung will come and get me here

2001-05-03T02:10:00.000-05:00

weirdi have 6 pages long paperand i am no where near the starting pointyou don't want to knowkak har sent an emaildia bercuti after a whileinnalillahshe had miscarriage lepas syawal arituhso she was restingBOTshe promised that i can stay at her "house"if i manage to go to parisshe offered a tour , even!and cook chicken riceyeay for heresoklan kene masak utk edsbb ed best ( remember the mirror law

2001-05-01T19:06:00.000-05:00

today is the weirdest day ever. i woke up as usual, around 8.45 fo my class at 9.05 am. took a shower, did not blow my hair, just wipe it nice and almost dry, tied it up and wear my tudung and baju kurung ( lagik ). off to school with 15 minutes late. when i arrived, Pilwon was doing some problems and it seems like he just started because the rest of the blackboard ( yes, with chalk ) was still

2001-05-01T10:11:00.000-05:00

green view everywhereunfortunately my contact lenswould not fit in this morningi tried a new oneabout 5 minutes agomy eyes hurtnow it's feeling betterwonderig whytomorrowi am going to have 3 things importantpresentation at Field Middle Schoolmeeting with contact lens technician( i need a new set, propably colored this time, green/hazelwhat do you think mom? )and then ME equipment returnand then

2001-04-30T19:01:00.000-05:00

yeahmy other best friendwho i have not seen in a year and 5 monthsis herehe is hereand there is social tension in the atmosphere herei have not talked to him live yetother people are pressurizing mei wanted to get away from thatdon't talk...................................abercrombie shirts for girls suckssbb setiap kali angkat tangan sure ternampak aper yg tak patut nampakhuh*pakai ngan overalls

2001-04-30T13:38:00.000-05:00

last nite i could not sleepbecause i slept during my study timewhen the real time comei can't sleepbut i think you know that's not the only reasonwelltoday we are expecting thunderstormand i have to change clothesfrom the ayu the baju kurung to the seluar plastik and kemeja abercrombieplusa reversible flowery jacketand have class at 2.30 till 4.30then work from 4.30 till 7.00then go homeand try

2001-04-29T15:39:00.000-05:00

like someone out therei have had my "nervous" moments toolike nowworry-some friends....................................................................anywaymy guestbook is doing not finedunno whyhappy daycerita kelakarader org tak reti pakai hair removertertaruk kat rambut plakabis botaksatu patch rambut kat atas kepalaterkosong tader rambuthehehehhehehehehehsian dia.............................

2001-04-27T23:03:00.000-05:00

ich nicht understand why ich nicht liebe undere personeist ich nicht same mit dem?ich nicth liebe feeling liebe daswhy?why?..............................................on the other side,there are people who are enjoying themselves.......................................................

2001-04-27T15:55:00.000-05:00

my muscles are achingespecially on my backand on my thighurggghhit feels likei have not work out in a while and suddenlyjump to a heavy start workoutbut i did not do thatall i did wasdid my laundrythat had not been done for 3 weeksmaybe that's ittonitegraduation nitepropably wearing the black ( and jarang ) baju kurungmaybemaybe notsbb tudung biru nie dah kene minyak smlmhishhkene iron tudung

2001-04-27T00:07:00.000-05:00

*actually, i babbled about my baju kurung i'm wearing today, but blogger did not like that*life?going pretty wellthough heard someone saying i am more tembam then last time they saw me( not true, but in front of my mom, let's pretend it's true, else she will feed me NO! )someone says i am more weirder than usualain't i already weird?dude I AM WEIRDadmit itfast!( don't choke though )(but not as

2001-04-25T17:41:00.000-05:00

hahahavery funny Writer Misterday is overrobot is donejudges had judgeddon't think gonna get high pointsthough one judge relate my robot to his experienceworking in a paper factoryhe has the same problemthe keep changing torqueand unbalance bearingsi am glad i am understoodelseneed to go to leaderquest last meeting before "graduation" ceremony this fridaymak: dpt invitation letter?most of my

2001-04-23T16:11:00.000-05:00

it was rainingshe is hungry she is in a hurryit was coldshe stepped down from the campus connector and started walkingfastand she decided she needed to be faster than thatshe started runningthe rain was pouring on her faceher shoe was not allowing her to run any faster than she is nowit was coldher wedges shoe was making noises as she ran faster and fastershe has to stopped there were people

2001-04-22T17:25:00.000-05:00

the fact that i am proud accomplishing the retreatis unbearablemy head is spinningand my body, well, i feel healthyno probs( alhamdulillah )the fact that the retreat created bonds among friendsis making me vulnerablehate making friendscause i know i'll be losing them ( the current best TWO? both is attached, waiting time to let go ... )the fact that Dr Seuss book "oh, the places you go" touched

2001-04-22T14:24:00.000-05:00

firewalkingspeechespeoplebon firethat's what i've been doing all weekendthe best: fire walkingdude,i WALKED on fireand it was like walking on nothingwell, it was HOTbut, yeah, it's okayi don't burn or anythingseminars was funpurposesdecisionsvolunteering( oh, yeah )next year i am going to get myself attached to somethingpropably something a little bit more thanLeaderQuestie student governmenti

2001-04-19T10:18:00.000-05:00

walking to schoolthinking about my tutoring studentsi got fourall first graderscam jaga tadikamuhammad farahlike his nameis really "farah"farah come from the word "farhun" which means happymunashe is easily distractedbut easily memorize thingsboth farah and muna is from somaliaazizahlike her nameshe looks and behave like a "hight" onesshe is soooo adorableshe is from palestine you can imagine how

2001-04-18T16:31:00.000-05:00

allrightwith the help of one dollar sawi managed to cut few birch woods in the restroom of my dormsfinallythe usage of my kemahiran hidup classessolderinggergajiiingelectronicsand mechanicserrr...tiredtapi ader meeting mlm nieutk retreat this weekendhmmmlater!

2001-04-17T21:16:00.000-05:00

sometimes i don't really mean what i've saidneither what i've writtenand so, don't give much damn about itlike i have no life at all except this blogger( well , actually, i don't )----------------------------------------the above statement is as a result of watching a movie that contain too many four words in itsorrymy ticket is all setjust waiting for it to arrive in my mailboxhmmmmtired?

2001-04-16T13:40:00.000-05:00

hehehehekak maxed is smiling ;)belive it or notit is SNOWINGand IT"S APRILand I BROUGHT THE WRONG JACKET!huhhate itbut i am smilinggot meetign at 7 at Jess's housethe campus retreat is this WEEKENDnext weeki will be welcoming myself to my own created HELLhuhSI NAKALcall me ..hehhee..nak say thanks sincerely for the ****andandthere is more work waitingcounting how many nights i dreamt of home?this

2001-04-15T18:43:00.000-05:00

tensennyer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mood tadakperut bloatedrasa nak ngamuk jer!!!!huwaakeje bykkeje bykkeje bykkeje byksighcamna nie?

2001-04-15T18:03:00.000-05:00

still waiting fot thingsradioshack and axman tutup sbb eastersmlm dah kepenatan carik apartmentpenghabisannyerduk ngan Jeni ngan Andrea ngan Kyoun Raein 3 bedroom apartmentso today gi tgkkeje byk lagikgatal beli sandel baruhehementang dah nak summer nierobot tak siap lagikc++ ader 42% lagikDE exam lagik 2 weeksso boleh relakspaper tak buat lagik WOsthmmmmtgh wonder aper GPA sem niejahat tak?

2001-04-14T21:33:00.000-05:00

there is one thing going on herethat i don't wanna write about since my MOM will be over worriedhehehehehhe( intriguing without explaining :) )hmmmrobot tak siap lagikbalik tutoring pagik niecarik apartmentthen buat *tooot*then balikbuat laundrylepak depan PC niemewonder mana la peginyer fiel yg Josh kasiknak buat biographiesiskk, masa nak buat takder,masa nak tak nak buat, aderpaper wosttak mula

2001-04-13T11:11:00.000-05:00

weather report the sky is bluemissisipi river is floodingtraffic is badconstruction is everywherebuses are running latebirds chirping in the middle of the nighthmmmmsuddenly warmwhen it should be snowing ( yes, snowing )and showeringroad is dustypeople is quite impatient everywherehomework is inlinehave not done a thingfor peopel who studies DEremember:increase power of x to every non homogeneus

2001-04-11T16:35:00.000-05:00

have not written in dayspast this 3 daysi stayed at school till like 2 amfinishing my Pro E thingiethe last assignemntskipped 2 classes this morningone class might not worth skippedbecause he might have started on the new chapter todaygood news thoughbecause yesterday i got my one to one tutoring about introductionto that chapterand the other classwe could not have learn anything newhehehbecause

2001-04-09T17:08:00.000-05:00

my sleeping pill bugs me all dayi hate iti took half of that crap to get so sleepand it makes me sleep all daybut i did not miss classjust miss the talking in class:)this is going to be a REALLY honest thoughtsi figured out now WHY i did not learn nor take driving licencse in malaysiabecause it is EXPENSIVEhere, more or less, you have a carand car is way cheaper here tooand know how to drive(

2001-04-08T15:42:00.000-05:00

todaywoke up latehave to to workand figuring out how to finish Pro Eelsei may take amilin's copysebagai balasan programminghehhehehehhethoughts:do i look like a problem solver to you?lately, too many things had been happeningand everyone is coming for my ears(mentang2 la ears nei free :) )tader la mengomplentapi ader la jugakhehehehehe----------------------------------------------location:

2001-04-07T00:00:00.000-05:00

my first experience drivingit was Chevy Blazer, 4WDand automaticand on the left side of the roadErika decided that i need to know how to driveso, yesterday bwfore going to Sari's partyshe picked me up at EECsi ( i was finishing my ProE there )and we headed off to her housing are and changed seatsthe feeling?not badshe said i am a good driver for a first timei turn left and rightand also make a

2001-04-06T16:05:00.000-05:00

atthalj alazraq---Arabblau Eis Würfel--Germanblueicecube--englishaiskiubbiru--malayazul hielo cubo---spanishbleu glace cube--frenchblu ghiaccio cubo--italianoazul gelo cubo--portugessesome language learning here.---------------------------------------------smlm terbaca pasal kak zira buka puasa best2jeles plaked posa gakstapi buka dlm klas ( lagik )snickers ( mini bar ) ngan coklat reesengan air

2001-04-05T11:04:00.000-05:00

i am way too late for classset up alarm at 6.09 amnever woke up till the phone rangit was the computer companyand it was 9.25 amclass started at 9.05 amnowwaiting before i can catch the TAduring his office hourswe have a Quiz in the lecture tomorrowneed to go to Ax-manto buy some robot stuffneed to start building one today tooand need to calculate the torqueand yada yada :)meine beste frieundi

2001-04-04T14:16:00.000-05:00

last nite awin kasik one sweet hadithbut lupa nak copybut i got this one mailed to meby dailyayatservice~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*006.AL-ANAAM.032 What is the life of thisworld but play and amusement? But best is thehome in the hereafter, for those who arerighteous. Will ye not then understand?do you feel better?

2001-04-04T12:46:00.000-05:00

my opinionthings that happen in life IS relatedyesterday, the same day i found someone's walletand return iti lost my watch at the same timeamazinglyi don't feel bad about itmaybe because the 2 good things that happen yesterdayand it kind of cover one anothertodaythe person who found my watchemailed me and return it backwowthat is soo wonderfullast nitei had a reallt 'tough' conversationwhich is

2001-04-03T18:14:00.000-05:00

is everything that happen to you is related ever?like to balance out your "good luck"you will have a "bad luck"or things just happen?any answers?

2001-04-02T18:25:00.000-05:00

too many things happen in the begnning of the daythat almost ruin my moodflashbacki leave early todayeven had breakfasteven solat subuh awal pada waktunyabut since the traffic is SOOO badbecause of the bridge is being repairedala, the bridge acrossing misissipi riverthe other side of the bridge is open to 2 way trafficcausing it to jammedalso added by the fact thatthere is so many construction

2001-04-01T17:53:00.000-05:00

one of the guy who brought his digicam send this this morninghis name is Vincent Li-Shin my host dad is the one standing on your left, his name is Larry Muenchowfind me!, this is in front of minnesota international centeryg pakai baju kurung, duduk kiri skali, with spectacles is chyi and the girl with a black blouse and black hair is stefani . both are from malaysia studying at Southwest State

2001-03-31T20:57:00.000-06:00

basuh bajuand tgh berusaha berfikir dlm bahasa melayubalik2 terus clean up thingskemas lacisambung kemas almari/bookcaseserak sungguh laci edand tak jumpa plak kad2 yg org kasikharituh ader, ed letak mana ntahterus putus asa nak carikbenda camtuh lakalai di cariktadernyerkalau tak dicarik ader jer depan mataserius tak pahambalik tadiweather cantikpanaswalaupun mlm smlm snow kat tracynyenyak giler

2001-03-30T11:49:00.000-06:00

here i am in tracy high schoollikewise this is a very interesting visitin 2 days now, i think i have learn more about peoplethen i have in a month of socializing around in minneapolisinteresting peoplethis timethere is Graciela againwith her fiancee, maxjenni and vincent from taiwanand kun from chinawe traveled for 3.5 hours yesterdayand that was a " foggy " trip all the waythe temp had stayed

2001-03-28T21:06:00.000-06:00

bagai bayuberlalu..hatiku merindu...-something on era when i was opening this blog-really like that song, once upon time..:)almost finish moving my stufffrom zaza's and noris's househelped by pyan and awin and zazapyan an awin supppose to leave for champaign tonitewith some few other peoplebut they have gotten back yet from duluthand sopyan was geram at me( ha , lan now you got another fren who

2001-03-27T12:01:00.000-06:00

was ist "yak"?Bot jawab Bot, :)job interviewwent welldunnoapplied for that job because to regainmy language skillslanguageonce learned , need some practiceelse, fogottenstomatachehave not eaten chilli's food in a while when i ate one last nitemy stomach goes on warand still going on there...arghhhhhmakfirst thing when i got backno chilli yeah?

2001-03-26T15:16:00.000-06:00

yesterday:tried calling sera, she was not at home at time, watch TV, sleepwoke up at 12.00got job interview at 1.00 pmlibrary job, got to do with arabic languagehave not used that in a whileso , looking for ways to use thatwhile at the librarylooked for java, unix, html booksthen off to payroll service'to get my w-2 form which they send to malaysiathentried to get some foodhave not eaten

2001-03-25T13:19:00.000-06:00

i am not that angry la...heehehehehehehehehspending my first 2 days talking to peoplei have missed a lotand like a lot talking tosounds like they are all okay and happyseriouslyit is fun just to sit aroundwith nothing to doif something came up in your mindyou can either do it nowor waitnobody can say anything about that!but i can' t live like this forevermaybe sometimes like thisbut not all the

2001-03-24T20:17:00.000-06:00

what's wrong with the server which hold my blog?why is it not publishingelse i will open a new one thenwhat da ya think?

2001-03-22T17:25:00.000-06:00

like serai have found people who has problemswith me writing down my thoughts out loudi am sorrybut this is my blogif you are having problems reading thisGO AWAY!maybe ed should taruk disclaimer also hereso that people who brings my thoughtsinto their dreams, can stop doing thathell, get your own blog or at least write down in my guestbook....don't just keep things to your dreamselse i won't know!

2001-03-21T16:50:00.000-06:00

byk nak cerita niesbb dah 2 hari tak tulis journalkepala tgh sakit, tapi tak kira nak cerita jugak!mlm kelmarin ( 2 hari lepas )kyoung rae tak balik bilikthen last nite dia tak balik jugak till like 9 pmso kiterangme , john, janet ngan jennidecided to report pada CA floorsbb dia tak penah buat camnieno phone callsno emailsdah more than 48 hours since i last saw herrisau!and soresident's hall

2001-03-19T17:39:00.000-06:00

this site is highly recommended for people who like to playwith javascriptwithout having to think and build it upa good resource for personal homepagefor lazy people !here it is!

2001-03-19T14:00:00.000-06:00

hmmmnot much had been going ontrying to sit down and began planfor spring breakbut it seems like there exist no free timeanother school visitdriving to stillwater with yungmove stuff to middlebrokbuy laptop( for real this time)sleepeatwatch movies!robotmy unorganized thoughts-----------------------------------------favourite quotes from songs:" if it makes you happy, i can't be that bad! "" if

2001-03-18T15:48:00.000-06:00

sedihlina dah balikrasa ilang somethingfrom the daily lifetapi ed mmg takleh nak "simpan" dia punsedihmissing something againlepas2 tuh terpikirkalau dia end up ngan mamat tuh ( namanya dirahsiakan )ala....kene "share" pulakhahahhahahahahtakper laorg wujud kat dunia niebukan utk kiter "simpan"tapi utk pengalamandan pembelajarantuh la kankalau satu masa nantigi jauh2( skang pun jauh, 12 hours

2001-03-16T10:59:00.000-06:00

2 amgot back to my roomzaki la, masak lambatsampai ilang selera tungguyesterday3 hours ngadap PCabisbalik bilik, kemas bilik yg sgt tidak kemas ituand call epulepul dtg amikpi Mall of Americajammed la plakwhile we were thereme and Suria non stop sakat epul ngan linahehehheheprovokasi yg sgt bestcan't help itenjoyed it too much !bought A and F stuffthree piecesseluar, kemeja ang t -shirtcleareance

2001-03-15T11:14:00.000-06:00

what i was expecting did happenthe chapter i am suppose to work onturn out to be something i did not understandand so, kantoi la quiz pagi nieehhehehehhehehheheno komenworking on my c++if you visit my blog everydayi mean thusrdaysthis is all you will read till the end of this semesterhehehhehehhehlina adersumer best!yg tak best pun jadik bestsusah camnie

2001-03-14T17:03:00.000-06:00

allritewoke up latelina arrived around 12.30 am last nitemiss DE classtry hard not to miss the examit was quit easybut require faster time writing it downso many questionsso little timeeverybody was complaining about itlan, what had happen to you?ha...gi Disney World, yekk? joli sakan ka? jeles la nie, pi study la, minggu depan ader 5 examhehehehhehehalso got another midterm next weekanother

2001-03-13T21:17:00.000-06:00

energetic daycool!lina have not gotten here yeton her way from madisonshe told me they will leave after Asr'meremember the paper i told you guys about?the women studies paper?i got A- for thathuhnot worth the efforti mean, i am not suppose to get thatmy effort is WAY lesser than thatanyway, i did not take that class asa A-D grading classwhat the heck!going homejust printed codesfor tomorrow

2001-03-12T18:41:00.000-06:00

check this outhttp://www.cprogramming.com/cgi-bin/quiz

2001-03-12T17:55:00.000-06:00

i'm letting it gofor this timeno hopeno prayerjust fulffiland give up!wish this would be easieri guess notlet go the gripand fly high!!!

2001-03-12T17:28:00.000-06:00

i will always have an optionto choose, rite?sejak dua tiga menjak niethere is only one thingiein my headbugging me!!!!tak suka lacepat la semester nie abiscepat la ...cepat la...cepat la!!!!!:(

2001-03-12T13:24:00.000-06:00

got back from lab at 1.00 am last nitesnowingand snowing still till nowhuh, this is not like march at all!the official date fro spring is march 20today is march 12and snow here are still aroung 2 -3 feetuwaaa...miss panas!!tiredmiss breakfastmanage to read deiteland working today till 7after thatgo to aza's house and finish STAMPlinabetter bring your coatyg water resistantand kasut water

2001-03-11T17:35:00.000-06:00

this is propably the most unpredictedthing you would expect from me( not so la, but stereotyping-wise )i got his URL, which i find cooland seems like nett got some relationship with this personand i am sure Sera would love this site~promoting malay language~wanna know? klik here

2001-03-11T09:50:00.000-06:00

i am all excited to tell what happen last nitethat i came here ( to the lab ) as soon as i got back from leaderquest this morningwithout even glancing at my deitel & deitel book for c++we were heading to the hotelbefore leaving for Mall of America last niteamerisuites, cheap and coolwhat really excites me wasbeing the telephone operator answering a ( just one though )phone call for KS95 ( local

2001-03-10T12:40:00.000-06:00

allready 12.48 pmgonna leave at 3.00pmsome wisconsianian are herecertainly i have done anythingyettry reading DEcan't understandwanna read c++i nead unix machinewanna do stamp boardi am too lazy to bring my kitsdownstairswhen i got back tomorrow afternooni will try to finish everythign before Azlina got herebeacuse after thatit's heaven!

2001-03-09T12:36:00.000-06:00

acetaminophenethat's the right namefor the medicinestill feel uncomfortable aboutbuying that laptopso gonna get someone/some companiesto be the middlemanso that the money transcation will be saferfeel tiredmaybe too much sleep last niteafter eating the cooked noddles in the kitcheni sleptfor 12 hourshehehehehehaven't got that in a whilecertainly not this weekend:(

2001-03-08T10:11:00.000-06:00

suka tak sukakene jugak gi klaskul 7.00 pagirafique tepon"ed, nak gi oriental tak?"oh wellkene gi skolah bukan sbb rafiquetapi sbb ader quiz DEhehehebukak2 mailboxmenang dah bid kat dellauction.comdapat laptop sony viao pIII 850 mhz, dgn harga 1, 100 biar betul,sbb selalu org rebut bid tuh, lagik2 kalau new, like this one,serius tak paham apsal boleh menangker sebenarnyer org tuh tamau jual?tatau

2001-03-08T00:22:00.000-06:00

few thoughts come to my mindhad a really good presenter at leaderquest meeting todaya avery empowerful ladylike Kak Hara maghrib timei got fever headache and felt sooo coldswallowed ace..phamine( anak mak dah reti telan ubat, sket sakit jer telan ubatsbb dah malas nak handle sakit, senang citer)ader side effect ker aper ker, lain kali citer!wrote a simple letterabout what i feltthat's it

2001-03-07T10:55:00.000-06:00

dah wednesday dah?auchhhtime just flew too fast timei want a rest!!!i deman a restcan't help it"it's our job as student, remember?"do you still rememberhow we usedfriends foeverforever together...................

2001-03-06T10:59:00.000-06:00

finish ME pro Eyea yea yeawomen studies?i don't careu care?people are busy with their holidaysnone of them updated their journals yetfair huh?3 weeks more before spring breakcan't hardly waitthe Impatient Ladyin advance:c++ written examDE 2nd midtermothers:ME, leaderquest, speaking in middle school, baby sitting, AZLINA, duit etcmore coming up, in Nadhra's life, tomorrowstay tune and be here

2001-03-05T13:14:00.000-06:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHAcelebrate raya on my bedin my classeating egg sandwich and chips and salsanot ketupat,no meatno sambal gorengwoke up by a phone call-sera and her little brother, rai---raya with many datelines---

2001-03-04T16:53:00.000-06:00

wellthis is a small worldthe doctor that kakx kaky dan kakzrecommended Sera seeingis someone whom me and my family knowvery wellmak,ayah,igtkan doktor Yati?along rasa till now she is still in that clinicZul and rakan2? rite?what a coincidencewhat a small worldwowstill amazedand i know another doctorwho is also super duper nicebut she is in HUKM , klDr Harlina Halizahan ObGyand last but not

2001-03-04T09:49:00.000-06:00

hmmmfirst thing in the morningwas a TEST!!( nv, i won't write ur name here )went breakfastread people's journal( lepas fulfill physical needs, emotional needs plak la )then check emailsomething caught my eye"utk perepuan yg aku sayangi"uiksssit's just a poem send by someoneto MANY peoplebut it makes me thinkyou can say and wantsuch and such quality from someone anyone in the worldbut why is there

2001-03-03T12:10:00.000-06:00

location: recereational center a.k.a rec centertime: about 7.00 pmrummaging through my walltelooking for university ID a.k.a U card"hello""hi"klikthe door automatically open"kak amani!""ed""mana kak farah,aza, noris ngan zaza?""ntahnyer, tadik telepon derang kater kul 7.00"hahahhah"janji melayu tul""apsal kak amani bawak raket badminton?""igt nak main lepas swimming""ed, nak join""malas la, penat

2001-03-02T18:58:00.000-06:00

ok dah delete!malasnyer!!!!women studies paperfrom 5 pagesbaru kat first and quarter pagemalas!!!!!aaaaagi swimming dulu( ala, duk dlm pool jer, tak reti berenang la )ehehe, cik nadhrabelum semayang maghribjgn lupesssmalas!!!!!mlm nie nak duk atas bed, curl dlm comforterand read chicken soupaaaaa...best2...cik nakal, masak aper tuh???malasmalasmalasnak jadik ular sawa kekenyanganskali skala kan?*

2001-03-02T14:18:00.000-06:00

another shiny dayit is warmwarm that i do not need my jacketcold that ice don't meltjust nice!still below 0 cbut warm for mei am about to writesomething that i might forgetone dayit's about my elementary school daysi was in the same class for 6 yearsungu = purple , is my classthere is about 43 of uspeople keep coming and leaving2 of my classmateswhen i was elementray school is herezahirah and

2001-03-01T19:58:00.000-06:00

today is myself daywent shopping at rosedalelooking for abercrombie la..but can't find anything i likesonow i am old enoughfilling my own income tax return formhuhanak mak dah besoisi borang income tax kat US lak tuhhehehhehehehanyway, tuh la best way to get moneyfor now laisi text return formmine is a lot jugakssince i rent my apartment for a yearand i work for 4 jobs during summerand maintain 3

2001-02-28T23:09:00.000-06:00

hahhagood mood today"happy little shiny people"dunno what make my daymaybe the wiring on STAMP board maybe craigmaybe izhammaybe zazamaybe it's just me!

2001-02-28T16:22:00.000-06:00

one entry perpagethat shortis not worth seeing and readingrite?*on my way to meeting people*pretend Nadhra, pretend..hahahahhahahahha

2001-02-28T16:12:00.000-06:00

suicide awareness and prevention centernananannanannananannanananannanannanana

2001-02-27T23:50:00.000-06:00

11.57 at midnightforgot to say thank youto axxurie, who sent a bunch of postcards from japanwhat was very nice of youif there is anything i can doemail meor write herethanks again

2001-02-27T13:59:00.000-06:00

one more hour before C++butterfly everywherei am upsetme and kyoung rae cannot aplly for the same room we for next academic yearbecause the whole building is fullbut i thinklogically thinkingi should not be upsetbecause we can always apply for other roomand i can always apply for single roomright?maybe i am just too tiredthat little things excite me too muchME assign due tomorrowwost due

2001-02-27T09:34:00.000-06:00

time: approximately 5 hours and 15 minutes to c++ examlocation: lind hall computer labtoday is the reapplication day for residence housingme and kyoung rae went to the computer labafter breakfast this moningi went to recitation for DEand the TA was not theresolike half an hour before the class endhalf of the class leftso tired last niteslept earlybut nervous of today's exami was so scared of

2001-02-26T16:58:00.000-06:00

location: lind hall, taylor center ( undergraduate study lounge )table: very endpeople: me & izhamme: risau la , my result for the last 2 semesters had been lower than most peopleizham: ( quiet )me: rasa nak balik mesia, transfer lagi baik lastill quiet, simply looked at me with that " empty " lookizham: nak balik jugakme; ko wat per balik, score jerizham: ala, baru dua sem, dah la makin

2001-02-25T22:12:00.000-06:00

still dying of boredomwriting papersreading codes and codingloopsread about people's blueskept thinking"where am i going?"used to bei imagine if i can't make it to the varsitiesi wanna go to MFImalaysia france instituteand study for HNDhigher national degreein engineeringand take the long way to jobplace--------------------------------------------------------------------------------It is not he

2001-02-25T22:03:00.000-06:00

tadik dah tulih jeneltapi server blogger ni buat lawakso tuko la browser mene(T)ry skali lagik what i am thinking: why school days seem so longand weekend seems so short? why i have no motivation writing my paper? why am i single? ( certain ppl, do not try to answer this) what i am thinking to tell people: sera: i found it! shazlan : jahat!!!!!, dtg la sini masa spring break, so that i can give

2001-02-24T15:03:00.000-06:00

inputmasalah mat jan != masalah budak2 sinimasalah mat jan = masalah ed awal tahun lepastapicara org dlm masalah ed != cara org dlm masalah mat jancompileprinted on screnmat jan != ed( review programming sblm mid term selasa depan )

2001-02-24T09:41:00.000-06:00

end up that i did not do bothshopping or finishing my paperend up i watching minnesota oechestrawith jenni , and her friends( which include 2 guys from germany )i am all about germany nowadaysi had a "bad" dream last niteit was longand as soon as it endsi woke upand the phone rangit was serabut the dream was aboutone of my closest friend"the beautiful soul"that is what her name meansi immediately

2001-02-23T13:50:00.000-06:00

Wonderful - by EverClear utk Sera "Hey, ain't life wonderful? Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... Isn't it wonderful now?" I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope it's over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten Make everything be

2001-02-23T11:06:00.000-06:00

dah?

2001-02-23T11:03:00.000-06:00

finallythe page looks more appealingthusduring spreing break, i'll be working on the"home" for this pageand i am going to need helpa lot of helpesp from sera, kak aquil and anasif possiblehas anas went back to malaysia?or is he still in korea?artbiy, if you are reading thisrespond to this pls( you deleted my entry on your guestbook the other day :) )i did not realize thisbut my spring break is

2001-02-22T23:10:00.000-06:00

can't figure out why table on the left side is "supppressed"trouble shooters, anyone?

2001-02-22T16:55:00.000-06:00

oh wellbaby tak sihat hari nieher mom brought her to see the doctorthen she called me asking for next thu and frito look after her babysupposedly, maryam is a sanguine babyhehehehhethat simplify things a lotstuck here (again, sigh)finishing the string codingdon't worryi am fine todaymy hormones war is not as bad as beforebudak nakal has taken half of it last niteby the way, si nakal,how's your

2001-02-21T14:17:00.000-06:00

funnymenstrual a taboo thingieyeah yeah yeahwhateveareturn travel agency call last nitemomi got ticket now, but stil waiting it does not sounds really goodbut my flight will be on the 9 and arrving on the 10thof august in malaysia, 10.25 pmthat is if i got on board this timei am still browsing thoughit is cheap tooounder 1000 , just as i estimated la...but i will stil browse aroundlunch with

2001-02-20T13:13:00.000-06:00

2 funny things happen todayincident 1.got back my DE resultat firsti was surprisedand almost felt"of all things i've done? "then realized that my TAhad count my result wrongwent to see himand add 12 more pointsincident2.i got my periodand it was painfulwent to boyntonand found really cheap painkiller1.50 for 50 pillsthen wanted to get holdof a gynea ( maybe kak max can help me)asking for birth

2001-02-19T14:07:00.000-06:00

bad mecan't keep my mind shutalways exists something i wanna think aboutright now the issue islonelinessand (?)function (?)cout<<"enter issues">?>>endl;use your highly intelligent skillto interpret the abovethank youla la la la la la